When I speak to you,
It’s like a sudden rush of adrenaline,
Like being hit by a car -
I love you,
So much it hurts.
I feel constantly sick,
Sick with worry, its absurd.
When we embrace,
The feeling is so incredible,
It can’t be explained,
I just want to hold you forever,
Never be alone.
I feel this is love.
This is home.
I love just spending time with you,
But it’s never long enough.
I wish I could see you more often,
But I find asking you so tough.
What is it about you,
I love so much?
You even appear in my dreams.
You really mean the world to me,
Or at least that’s how it seems.
See, all I have to do is think of you,
And I get this sense of happiness and warmth inside.
But then I think of things you’ve done,
And its like getting stabbed in the side.
I feel lucky just to know you,
And I love that we get on so great.
I love everything about you,
Well, except one thing,
That I hate.
That one thing I will not mention,
It makes me sick with jealousy and anger.
But still I must except it,
Because its better than life without you.
One day I may find the courage,
To tell you how I feel.
But before that ever happens,
I must find are these feelings for real.
Do I really love you.
Or is it just a phase
I’m going through.
Just Tom ’08